"making decisions in love are tough. u may not
know what will happen next. after setting the
person free, suddenly you misses him.. all the
good times you had with him before are all coming
back....wishing him to come back. too bad, you don't
have him anymore... he's too far to be reached..
nowhere to be found... you have nothing to do but
suffer having cold nights alone.... you have to
accept that he's not yours anymore :("
-   courtesy of j-ann's blog

I got this quote a few weeks ago from my friend j-ann's blog. i got this for no reason at all. i saved it on my documents... i don't know that after sometime i'm going to read it again and this time around, i can sort of relate to it... this is exactly what i am feeling right now, though i am not wishing that we'd be back in each other's arms again... all i am hoping right now, is for the friendship to remain... i hope the two of us have no bad feelings for each other. i don't know why suddenly all my anger melted away... Last Monday, I was really feeling soOoo mad.... tuesday ,i was feeling soOoo lonely... came wednesday, my loeliness was in a medium level, came thursday, i was really feeling bad and i sort of miss him soOO much... don't know why but I felt likei needed to clear some issues tohim and i need to talk to him, to know if he is okay... am i stupid? probably... last tuesday, the gospel was about the disciples asking Jesus how many times we should forgive and Jesus was trying toteach us that we should forgive many times.. Jesus really love us because no matter how bad we are he still forgivesus for our sins.... that is what you call TRUE love.... agapeor unconditional love... weshould not love somebody because of this or that,if and only if... we should love to the extent of what Jesus taught us and that is to love inspite of each other's weaknesses and faults... that is why i bow down to my parents and i salute them for the length of years they have been together... i salute them for the times they have understood each other's faults and weaknesses... last february 20, they celebrated the 23rd year of their boy-girl friend relationship... and i got touched by my dad's words. He told me that even until now mom still the most beautiful woman for him and as time goes by, her feelings for mommy goes deeper and deeperI hope God prepared someone like my dad for me...

I got this from friendster...

I was Right!!! U opened this because you thought this is about SEX. Pero what if sabihin kong hindi to tungkol sa Sex..  but this message is about God, babasahin mo ba to? Malamang hindi. Baka nga i-close mo to agad eh! Tama ba ko? Pero kapag sa ibang bagay may panahon tayo noh? Kapag Siya na, OOOPPSSS, SORRY GOD, IM KINDA BUSY! busy with what? Chatting, malling, texting, PC Games, beauty rest, watching et cetera etcetera! Lagi namang ganon eh no? Minsan sasabihin pa, eh sayang ang oras, mahal mag-internet... bakit ko pa pag-aaksayahan ng panahon to e nagsisimba naman ako tsaka nagdadasal naman ako minsan e! Pwede na yon! HINDI SAPAT YON! Nagsisimba ka nga, pero bago ka mapilit ng parentz mo, pahirapan! Nagdadasal nga, pero halos paulit-ulit ang sinasabi natin gabi-gabi! Laging LORD SANA ganito ganon Lord tulungan mo ko! Lord Favor...wag na kayong tumanggi, ganyan di ako noon. LIFE IS NOT ABOUT HAVING FUN! LIFE IS NOT ABOUT YOU OR ME! Ang buhay ay puno ng problema! At dapat tayong magpasalamat sa mga problema na yon, kasi kapag may problema lang naman tayo nakakalapit sa Diyos eh, tama ba? Nung Sunday, tahimik ka sa church..hindi nakikipag-usap sa katabi... kumbaga well-behaved... pero itanong mo nga sa sa sarili mo kung naintindihan mo yung sermon! HINDI MO ALAM NO? e syempre, tahimik ka nga at nasa simbahan ka nga, PERO LUMILIPAD ANG UTAK MO! Kung ano-anong iniisip mo...anong kakainin ko mamaya, saan ako pupunta, sino na kayang tumatawag at nagtetext sa fone ko? Sagutin kaya ako ng nililigawan ko at marami pang iba! Sayang yung chance na nakausap na sana natin ang Diyos. Simula ng ipanganak ka, nasabi mo
bang nakapaglingkod ka na sa Diyos? Naiparamdam mo na ba sa Kanya na mahal
mo Siya? Hindi pa cguro! Pero kapag sa mga GILFRIEND at BOYFRIEND gagawin natin lahat masabi lang natin kung gano natin sila kamahal. Nasa kanila lahat ng oras natin, but kapag kay Jesus, kahit 1 minute wala. Try nyo kayang bawasan miski 30minutes lang ang panonood ng tv and makipag-usap kay God or basahin ang Bible... Di ba kayo kapag hindi kayo pinansin ng taong mahal nyo kahit lahat na ng bagay ginawa nyo, MASASAKTAN KAYO? Ganon din ang DIYOS. kasi binabalewala natin sya eh!Ipinanganak tayo para MAHALIN SIYA! WE ARE BORN FOR GOD'S PLEASURE. WE ARE BORN FOR HIS PURPOSE. WE ARE BORN NOT TO BE SERVED BUT TO SERVE. Siguro itatanong niyo: sino ka ba para sermonan kami at para magsalita ng ganyan. Kristiyano ako at ginagawa ko lang ang purpose ko. Dati, hindi ako religious,tamad magsimba at paulit- ulit lang ang prayers ko, pero gusto kong makabawi kay God. May panahon pa para magbago. Ang dami ko pa sanang gustong  sabihin,kaso kulang sa space.
SALAMAT SA PAGBABASA NYO NITO. GUSTO KO LANG MAG-SHARE SA
INYO! In times of difficulties never say "God I have a big problem, but instead,
"HEY PROBLEM, I HAVE A BIG GOD" and everything will be alright.